Missing

December 1, 2010
When a friend at work asked me how I handled working with kids, my honest reply was that I have to pretend I don't have kids. It sounds horrible I know, but it's the only way I get through the day sometimes. If I sat at my desk and thought about these two cuties all day I'd go crazy or end up in tears. Most likely the latter. Today I really missed my kids. More so than usual. It nearly broke my heart to leave Cole after I went down and fed him. He is getting old enough to know his mamma isn't there anymore and he just had this look in his eyes like he was pleading with me to not leave. But with little faces like these, can you blame me for not wanting to be without them?